What is consistent in his writing is his inability to admit fault. He always phrases everything as a communal problem when it was really him that caused the mistrust by the constant lies.
2015 was a hard year because I couldn’t take the lies anymore. I couldn’t take the gaslighting when it was happening but I didn’t know what it was or how to explain it. I thought I was going crazy. I was on a roller coaster ride and blamed myself but it wasn’t until after I cut him off in 2017 that I realized it was him. I never knew how he was going to throw me under the bus. The minute I would show vulnerability, he would strike.
I’m convinced that after the assault, in 2017, when he saw how bad of a shape I was in, he was, and is still trying to, drive me over the edge hoping I commit suicide or drop dead – Truth will prevail!