Year 4, 2015-2016, manipulative love bombing letter. The only year I did not wipe his bottom.

What is consistent in his writing is his inability to admit fault.  He always phrases everything as a communal problem when it was really him that caused the mistrust by the constant lies.

2015 was a hard year because I couldn’t take the lies anymore.  I couldn’t take the gaslighting when it was happening but I didn’t know what it was or how to explain it.  I thought I was going crazy.  I was on a roller coaster ride and blamed myself but it wasn’t until after I cut him off in 2017 that I realized it was him.  I never knew how he was going to throw me under the bus. The minute I would show vulnerability, he would strike.

I’m convinced that after the assault, in 2017, when he saw how bad of a shape I was in, he was, and is still trying to, drive me over the edge hoping I commit suicide or drop dead – Truth will prevail!

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