So let me tell you what it feels like to have been a victim of his inability to control his rage. On Wednesday, I put two and two together when I realized he is trying to still control me by trying to tell me what to think and feel. He couldn’t do it through violence so he’s using his money and the system. That automatically … Continue reading Queen Of The Mountain. This is how much I want your King.
Try not to gag. Hate to admit it but I fell for it. I had to enroll in a 4 week day program to be able to stop seeing him. On August 12, 2017 I told him I no longer wish to see him. That’s when he began sending these. As expected, the moment I showed vulnerability he turned on me. What the program helped … Continue reading Updated 1.29.19 Grateful Emails
I have not seen this photo in over two years. I had cropped it to focus on the bruises – seeing it this way shocked me. My heart is racing – This is where I react differently. The person who did this is a nobody but a violent coward who is flying high with his enablers and flying monkeys. Seeing my face makes a difference. … Continue reading This is what cowards do. This is what enablers and flying monkeys make excuses for. Karma…
I am a mom, a friend, a runner. I am somebody’s daughter. And on December 21, 2016, I became a victim of domestic violence for the first and last time – So that also makes me a survivor. The injuries I sustained from the abuser resulted in permanent inner ear damage and traumatic brain injury that have disabled me from living my life as I … Continue reading My Story
Lies, lies and more lies. He’s good, isn’t he. This is how they reel you in…. Continue reading Year 2, 2013-2014, manipulative love bombing letter. Second time I wiped his ass.
More lies..more and more lies….I meant nothing to this evil monster. I am lucky to be walking and talking after what he did to me, said my doctor. Continue reading Year 3, 2014-2015, manipulative love bombing letter. The only year I did not wipe his ass.
2015 was a hard year because I couldn’t take the lies anymore. I couldn’t take the gaslighting when it was happening but I didn’t know what it was or how to explain it. I thought I was going crazy. I was on a roller coaster ride and blamed myself but it wasn’t until after I cut him off that I realized it … Continue reading Year 4, 2015-2016, manipulative love bombing letter. Third time I wiped his ass.